by clack on Mon 05 Oct, 2009 12:09 pm
I have been under the mental health team for a long time for severe depression. Although I always knew I was abused by my brother it wasnt until last year when memories of a seperate incident of rape by someone else came out which triggered memories of the abuse, I spent 8 months seeing rape crisis because I was refused an appointment with a psychologist even though my dr requested it, then they made me stop seeing rape crisis because they decided I do need to see their psychologist, I have had an assesment and one appointment which werent brilliant after the last one my social worker informed me tha the psychologist wont do the deep down work in my past until I stop self harming, if I was able to do this I would have stopped a long time a go any advice as I am really desperate I am so suicidal I now feel so alone